It’s common sense that the youngest kid is more spoiled than the older. Honestly, I never saw myself on that spot. Maybe I just don’t see or maybe it’s because isn’t true for me. Tiktokers are always making jokes about how their personality is just child trauma, but bro I…

Eu acordei infeliz, já algum tempo eu sinto que não estou feliz comigo mesma. Eu sinto que estou comentendo os mesmo erros novamente e me sinto frustrada. Eu sei o que eu preciso fazer, eu sei que caminho eu tenho que seguir. Mas eu honestamente quero simplesmente me permitir afundar…

I must record what i’m living and feeling for my therapy so i decided to use this space to do that. I’m very emotional this days and also very confuse about what path to take. I feel good studying about paganism and witchcraft. Maybe the same way on day i…

So…Hi. I was laying down on my bed thinking about how i was feeling this days. Most party of the time i’m anxious so i spend my time watching serie, practicing clavier or annoying my cat. This year is my 24th birthday and i don’t have anything that i imagined…

Yesterday i freak out, i didn’t take my medication for 3 days and pass most party of my time in bed. The thing about depression is that you can’t stop yourself to go down until you get to the bottom. But in fact you can choose your bottom. My is…

I consider myself a controller. I take charge of the situation all the time. Most of the time i’m very calm and that’s the reason i consider me good at. But that’s also what make so difficult for me accept things that i can’t change or control. If I don’t…

Today i got me thinking about my sister. Asking myself what i would done different. I would be more support and less judge when she got pregnant. But despise that i guess there’s nothing i’ll change. She was a difficult person, so am i. We never had the chance to…

The silence that comes after the storm…How is possible that i feel that way every mouth? I become more quiet, but somehow more loud. But the noise exist only inside me, no one sees it. I try to understand, try to find the reason. Why? How? Why i’m feeling so…

I had this interesting professor in high school that someday said how awful and ridiculous was saying you prefer animals than humans. Not surprise! He was a catholic moralist. When I look around i do think that humans are disgusting, but not because of what you may thinking of. We…